After my run, got informed by my mother that she had accidentally locked my cat out overnight. Thus ruining my morning. All I could think about was my poor, fluffy, spoiled rotten baby out there in the cold all night. So I dashed back home with tears streaming down my face, cursing my mother for her carelessness and damning myself for not noticing her absence before going to sleep. Distraught, I was. I don’t think I’ve been that upset in a while.
Fives minutes into frantically calling out her name, my cat responds with a feline chatter, parades out of a neighbor’s backyard and casually trots back home.
Feel free to call me a crazy cat lady at any point.
It’s not even 6:15 yet but GUESS who agreed to go on a 6:30am run, AS A DATE!?!? Wtf is wrong with me. I just want to sleep. I’ve had 3 hours of sleep because I chose to go out last night and drink. Look at my life. Look at my choices.
If you are presented with a negative situation or a negative individual; it is up to YOU to decide how to let that entity affect your life. YOU give it permission to have a positive, negative or no impact at all in your daily routine.
If you treat someone in a shitty manner, it’s because you are a shitty person. We all can be shitty people at times, but the difference is that I have no problem admitting or apologizing for my wrongs. If someone is shitty to you, and you’re shitty back, YOU’RE JUST AS SHITTY AS THAT PERSON.
Apologies are FREE. Humility is FREE. I WILL turn the other cheek for you to slap because, that costs NOTHING to me. It isn’t priceless. It takes NOTHING out of me. Because I CHOOSE and FILTER the positives from the negatives. Negative people and situations are worthless to me. My energy cannot be wasted on such rubbish.
Be positive and GOOD towards people. And even if you get nothing in return, you’re still doing the right thing. - Yagazie
Ah, thank you very much, dear! I’m happy to be happy!
When I told my BFF this, she was like,”
But you have….”
"DON’T TELL ME WHAT I HAVE OR HAVE NOT DONE IN MOMENTS OF THIRST, BITCH!"
The thing is, from the very first time, having sex with someone … for the first time has always been awkward for me or just not that great because I don’t know the person’s body and we’re trying to figure out what each other is into (at least I am). So first time sex in my old relationships were just okay or meh, but the thing is, it got better because we spent more time together, cared about each other, blah blah, etc. And with casual sex partners, I’m just not in it, ya know? Because it’s casual, there’s no telling how long you guys will interact for … seeing as you’re not on that relationship bs and because of that why should I put in allllll my sexy efforts/skills when you’re not the full package? A bitch needs cuddling and lots of paid meals. Ugh and what if you like me and I don’t see you that way. Then you have…..expectations. Currently, I’m a serial monogamist who has spent all of my adult life so far in a relationship so I just don’t know how to have sex with someone I don’t care about on a relationship level.
But what I’m really trying to say is, at my age personally, I can’t afford to have whack dick. - Yagazie